Getting the better of me

Well, it's pretty much official now. We're going to list the house next week sometime (depending on when we accomplish getting everything cleaned and presentable). I've got huge mixed emotions over this all, because again, I feel like I've been conquered and that I've lost at this game. I know that this is or should be an exciting time, but I'm too overwhelmed and exhausted and I feel pretty down in the dumps. We've met with a builder and we're getting plans drawn up for what we want in a house, and we've made a deposit on a lot that we like. Literally, we're going to be moving down the street. Same side and everything. But it's a bigger lot, and a better quality builder. I'm excited because starting from scratch is really neat, we get to put in the house everything we want, but I mostly see the downfalls for things. Like, because we're building, we won't be moving until atleast September, which means I have to go through the summer with these really crappy neighbours. We're so wrapped up in getting the house ready for sale, that I haven't had time to think about this poor little baby. We don't even have names picked out yet. Only 8 weeks to go. If that! My body has been rejecting itself, so I keep praying that this little one will hang in there!
Oh I will have to "post" more later, as it's way past my bedtime......